Interests:Life. Kittens. Paint. Music. Dark Bedrooms. Quiet Solo performances. Family. People who want me. Feeling Welcome. Feeling comfortable in my own home... Expertise:breathing. Thats about all I can do well...
its not just being single. single can be frustrating, but due to my extraordinaryly high standards, single is manageable.
its having no friends. i am no good at long distance anything. i can hardly keep up with my mother let alone anyone else outside fayetteville.
i thought nicole was a good friend. up there in the top few with casey and texas. but no. she spends her time skipping out of the country. and for the few days in between i get a "i'll see if i can squeeze you in." i'm not a freaking client of some sort. i'm supposed to be your friend.
maggie could be close. but she enjoys laughing at my expense. a lot.
and then theres derrick. i hope he and hilary break up... so my mind can wander free.
uuuggggghhhhhh i'm so lonely. megan (roommate) still hasnt moved in. after 4 weeks now. just got a tv friday. um... basically i'm losing my mind because i'm lonely and incredibly homesick.
those are the two bigs ones I guess. For us Reformed folks'. :)
Before you read all that though you should really look into scripture about Jesus and his Gospel. The entire reason any man goes to heaven or hell.
Jesus Christ is the Son of God. (Mark 1:1) Jesus was born of a virgin. (Matthew 1:20-23) Jesus died on a cross with the sins of his chosen people on his back. Every sin. From every little "white" lie to every horrendous murder or adulterous act. Not just the first time you did something wrong. Not just the last. But everything you've done wrong. Those of you who are dealing with the consequences of your sins, you know its hard to bear that burden. Can you imagine trying to bear yours and another persons? How about 5 other people? What about thousands and millions of people? Jesus did that. Then to prove his power again, he rose from the grave three days later. Most people, once they're dead, they're dead. And after a few days? You start stinkin'. But He did it. He came back to life, real people like you and I saw Him in his physical body. And then He ascended into Heaven to be with His Father, just after promising to return one day for His chosen people. All who believe will be taken with Him. (Matthew 27, 28)
who ever would have though going to bed at 9pm was late?
not me...
man Julian's parents are so smart. haha.
anyway. i'm going to start training to be the training coordinator at work. pretty exciting. right up my alley, as far as chick-fil-a goes. i'm excited about it. bob (one of my boss') is excited about it. mark (other boss) is excited about it.
now to bed. this week will have a minimum of 62 hours by the end of it. Biiiiiiigggg money....
